So, last night, I was getting ready to go out with my boyfriend to a dance at my school (which was cancelled due to lack of ticket sales) and, I had a nice black vest and a nice white shirt, and my uncle had just came home the other day from the mine (my uncle is homophobic and he has abused me many times throughout my child hood) and when I had came out of my room to show my memere how nice I looked, my uncle was in the room that i thought my grandma/memere would be in (she was downstairs doing laundry), and he asked me why I wasnt wearing a dress.
my memere and dad both know that I am transgendered and they respect that, however, my uncle does not, and he did not know.
so I decided to sit down and tell him the truth.
he listened carefully and quietlly through all of it, but at the end of my explanation he had said, “I didn’t raise you to be fucked up.”
I agreed, I am a huge mess, I have been for years, but my sexuality and gender identity is not a fuck up, so I argued with him.
he got to a point where, after so many months of piece, he slapped me.
and threw me to the ground and kicked me in the stomach, of course I had puked, and it hurt, a lot.
he grabbed me by the shirt and asked me, “are you a girl”, I said no, my sex is female, but my gender is male..and he dragged me to his room.
he once had a big dog, and he made that dog wear an eletrical dog collar, and weve always kept it in his room, because we dont need it (my uncle killed the dog), he threw me onto the bed and said,” ill ask you one more time, are you a girl” I said no.
held grabbed my wrist, and held onto it tightly, I have a bruise from how tight he was grabbing it, and he pulled out the dog collar, threw me back onto the bed, sat on me, and put the collar on me… then he began yelling, are you a girl, you are a girl, are you a girl, you are a girl, and my response of course was no, no, no, I am male, I am male.
whenever I said that, he would shock me, and it was /hell/.
I was screaming, which only caused the shocks to get worse and worse, and then he said, “do you want to find out how faggots have sex!?” of course I already know this, but still I said no no no no stop stop stop.
my memere had finally heard me and came rushing to the bedroom, and tried to make my uncle stop, but he pushed her down, and thanked god she was okay.. since shes very fragile and all.
she then ran back to the stairs to call up my dad, and oh boy did he run.
he ran up stairs and shoved my uncle away from me and started fighting with him, yelling, punching, kicking, and such so on.
my memere got the collar off of me and brought me into her room, and after my dad and uncle were done fighting, my uncle had grabbed the things he needed and left, shouting a few insults at us.
we called the police today, but they cant find him.
we dont have money for a lawyer, all we have is a counsellor, im not going to ask for money, all I ask for is support.
I dont know what this will do, but please spread this around, this has affected me and family members greatly. I was taken to a hospital today to check if there was any damage on my insides that we dont know of and thankfully there was no damage, just scarring, emotionally and physically. i had a horrifying nightmare relating to this as well.
If you have abused somebody, raped somebody, insulted somebody, in any way possible, I hope this can somehow change your way of heart, and realize how much this can horrify a person, and ruin their lives. it made my life 97x worse than it already is.
Is there anything we can do for you?
About two years ago, I was extremely homophobic. I gained new friends, some homosexual, some transgender, and saw that they’re just as human as you and me. I don’t know what reblogging can do, but I’m giving as much support as I can.
I’ve seen the first image go around with captions about how this is what L most likely looks like, given that L is a quarter Japanese and three quarters European. But this whole image set by Bobby Raffin is way too cute! The awkward images at the end just suit L so perfectly and they’re unsettling in a way that gives the perfect impression of just how uncomfortable and bizarre a presence L is to be around.
Which is a roundabout way of saying I have the weirdest boner right now.
I like how the shirt isn’t immaculately white— even reading the manga I had the impression that for all the money this guy had to be rolling in, he should look way more like a hobo.
You know, more than he already does.
This definitely captures my mental image of the character.
If you aren’t watching Kamen Rider Gaim- why the hell not?
OH MAN IT’S A GIVEAWAY
To celebrate the spirit of free games, I am doing a game giveaway. Because, really, what’s a free game blog without a game giveaway?
HERE ARE THE PRIZES
- Hotline Miami
- Alice: Madness Returns
- The Alan Wake Franchise
- Don’t Starve
- Darksiders II
- Natural Selection II
- Amnesia: The Dark Decent
- The Walking Dead
- Brothers: a Tale of Two Sons
- The Swapper
- Dead Rising 2
HERE ARE THE REWARD TIERS:
Three winners will be selected via a random number generator once the giveaway is over
1st Prize: You get the FIRST PICK of EIGHT of these wonderful games
2nd Prize: You get the SECOND PICK of SIX of these amazing games
3rd Prize: You get the FOUR REMAINING GAMES
HERE ARE THE RULES:
- Likes and Reblogs both count as entries, giving you two whole chances to win.
- The Giveaway lasts till NOVEMBER 25, 2013 @ 10:00 PM PST
- You don’t have to be following me, but check me out; you may see something you like.
- You must have a steam account so you can receive said games (kind of why it’s a steam giveaway.)
map of tv-shows
supernatural don’t care
supernatural don’t give a fuck
iT GOT BETTER
Did Homestuck really just beat Superwholock
We beat all
Transformers has 15,962,782 cataloged universal streams (1,176,325 of which have “come to termination”). There are at least 59,927,225 realities that the TransTech Cybertronians have yet to catalog and Bug Bite claims that there are fifteen quadrillion concurrent realities. [source]
We win and I’m too lazy to image edit.
As I believe it was said the last time the Transformers fandom overwhelmed the Homestuck fandom with sheer numbers and potential….
Every so often the Transformers fandom rears it’s head, and then you see a little glimpse of infinity…
Indeed, it was the shipping post. Homestuck tried to claim the great possible number of ships only to lose out to Transformers.
Do not wake the sleeping beast.
OOC: Finally! lol!
SO IM LYING IN BED, CUDDLING A LOAF OF BREAD BECAUSE IM LONELY AND HUNGRY AND THERE WAS NOTHING ELSE.
THERE HE IS. THERE HE IS.
After two years of doing the livestream, I can tell that I am probably the least popular member of the LNC. Other members and some folk on the internet would probably say something like, “Oh, that’s not true,” or telling me it’s in my head but, it’s really not, as it’s quite self…
Actually scott, that, I took that personally. That was kind of rude, I know a majority of girls who are not like that, who care about everyone
Are you an shallow sub-18 year old girl? If not, why are you taking anything personally? It doesn’t apply to you.
Scott. I understand that your ‘fandom’ is mostly females under 18, but I have never been more disgusted by your stereotyping of an entire age group. Sure some are crazed and rabid, but calling all young females is so incredibly egocentric and misogynistic. I’m disgusted. I’ve been a ‘fan’ for over a year now and though I was in that so-called shallow sub-18 age group at the time, as an adult I am thoroughly enraged. I can’t believe I thought you were a good person when you can turn on the people who were fans so easilyWe have every right to be offended. You’re speaking at the people we were once. We were young. We weren’t all like that. Get that stick outta your ass and get a grip on reality.
For the third time. I said young girls are genetically coded to be shallow. Just like some people are genetically coded to be alcoholic. Whether you choose to be an alcoholic is completely your choice, but it runs in families.
This is the same thing. I said young girls are genetically coded to be shallow, because they…are? What part of that implies that all of them actually ARE shallow? They choose to be whatever the hell they want. Most of Cry’s fans choose to be shallow. All of them who are young have a higher chance of choosing this.
How are you not understanding this? I literally can’t make it easier to understand without starting to insult your intelligence.
Popping in to say that my list goes